paper promises and alibis

Saturday, March 31, 2007

sometimes i get giddy and think i'm going to fall flat on my face and die just right there and then.everything spins and i suddenly feel like my body's heating up and the pressure increases.the burdens weigh on my curved little scoliotic back like nobody's business and my hands shake.(my hands also shake when i take pictures.i must have parkinson's disease.hahah.) anyway,back to the point.when i feel this giddy,sometimes i feel so good.sometimes i feel like shit.

i also wonder why i get up every morning and don't suffer from these kidney failures or cardiac arrests or even asthma.not that i want to die so early in such painful ways,but,i'm quite grateful i only have uhm,sinusitis,which limits me to bringing to packets of tissue paper everywhere i go.

yeah i think i've been watching too much tv.and perhaps thats what's causing the giddy spells.argh.when will prison break arriveeeeee.

one day i'll fly away :D

Thursday, March 29, 2007

i just watched house cos i have no scv and i just found the dvd.it's brilliant!and makes me paranoid.so because i'm paranoid and i eat pork i'm just going to make all you pork eaters more paranoid.

if not cooked properly,pork(and other raw things such as sashimi i'm guessing) contains tapeworms.in your stomach,they can lay 20000-30000 eggs a day and these are so small they can travel through your intestine walls and into your bloodstream yada yada all over your body.of cos some comes out lah.uhm,apparently,they love thigh meat.hahahah.and well if they travel to your brain,oh your unlucky brain yeah,you'll become like,some seizure-ridden-deteriorating-brain-gaga-talking thing.thats what tapeworm does to you.they also live in your body for years.

ok so maybe its just a show.but i'm not eating pork for a while.i'm going to overcook pork.pork must be overcooked before edible.

one day i'll fly away :D

Friday, March 23, 2007

i just logged into the sp site and they told me i can go make my student id on monday!om.tertiary education (after four months of extreme slacking) here i come!and new laptop too!HAHAH.can't wait like mad.

actually can lah but nvmd.

past two days have been uhm,quite ok.caught up with natt and went to town with charm and mj today.had fun at toys'r'us spoiling toys!hahah.watched teenage mutant ninja turtles!i love michaelangelo stilllllll.my ultimate fave.reminds me of me.heh.

this week i learnt much.nan da yo means what do you want in japanese.in the more impatient tone.and quoi means what in french.actually i knew that already.but i learnt it as pourquoi in my twelfth night text.but pourquoi means why in french not what.aiyah.they're all similar.

so,should i take up a third lang or culture module?bah.should just perfect my chinese and cantonese first.seriously.

one day i'll fly away :D

Tuesday, March 20, 2007

one day i'll fly away :D

Thursday, March 15, 2007

i know the last page so well,i can't read the first
so i just don't start.it's getting worse.

nada surf reminds me of coldplay.quite similar.but i only have inside of love so i can't actually really compare.

this week's been pretty hectic.didn't even go for class gathering in the end.all the housework that piled up and enrolment stuff,hunting for a good,light and cheap laptop.that one's really hard.argh.its soooo complicating-all these RAM stuff,processor,network and communication whatever standards that the stupid laptop has to meet.even lcd panel has to be more than 13.3".currently,my laptop is a 12".and i think i just ruined my usb port.

i've been so used to bumming around i can't imagine what it'll be like to travel to dover everyday.oh,what have i done.i've been doing NOTHING.

would somebody like to buy me a box of derwent color pencils? :D

one day i'll fly away :D

Tuesday, March 13, 2007

i never knew painting my room was this hard.i think its cos the last time i did it i was much shorter and i only did the bottom.hmmmm.i'm quite proud of myself actually,cos i can reach the cornice with the brush.which means i have grown!

i'm so hungry now.going to parkway later to look at laptops!hope i can find smth cheap,light and good.checked out asus last night and it seems quite good.but ex i think.ahhh,will just see at harvey norman.no money to buy sony vaio. D:

i got this whole shitload of forms from sp,and i dont know how to fill in a single thing.and i have to mail it back by friday.

sucks

class gathering on thursday!hope i finish painting my room by thn.thn i can go out :D better call audrey.

one day i'll fly away :D

Sunday, March 11, 2007

oh my goodness.i really do recognize the people i liked by their backs.they may be one mile away but i can recognize them still.,only two of 'em.but still.this is freaking ME out.

one day i'll fly away :D